1. |
||||
2. |
Tidal Waves - seasons
01:44
|
|||
3. |
Tidal Waves - sleeping
03:24
|
|||
4. |
Tidal Waves - new york
02:00
|
|||
5. |
||||
6. |
Tidal Waves - gloucester
03:22
|
|||
7. |
"ghost"
01:22
|
|||
|
I screamed, "ghost" when I should've said your name.
|
||||
8. |
the lake
01:20
|
|||
|
I am scared as hell that I'll wake up on the frozen beach entangled in my reoccurring dream - the lake at night by the willow tree. Circling, never-ending, I can see it clearly. What the deer tried to say was that I'm too distanced from everything - we are the same. But in my dreams I am dangling from branch above the lake.
|
||||
9. |
no moon
01:03
|
|||
10. |
no stars
02:20
|
|||
|
No moon, no stars. Just me floating in darkness over dead leaves. I can hear them crying for the tree to extend its barren branch - no response, no outstretched limb. In the morning I'll be so sick of this dried up yellow carpet. I'll detach myself from this branch and sing the songs that the deer sing and throw myself into the river and be glad I learned to sink. No more night and no more day.
|
||||
11. |
last year's calender
04:52
|
|||
|
the dreams that i have always seem to let me down. waking up to faces of deer only to find out i am alone. and you sat silently in the kitchen staring at birds in the snow. "i don't want you to leave but it seems you left years ago." now you live in my dreams as a ghost.
i've no place here. in my mind it's just you and them. i am living on crumbs that fall from your chin. am i really this desperate to cling to your collar? your eyes are fixed on the window while i wander_ through this house, up the stairs, in the bedroom, by the lamp, on the dresser. i have no more use for last year's calender. i have never felt so afraid of the future as i did when i threw out the past.
|
||||
Matt Aspinwall
with the infusion of friends’ idears, influence, and overall assistance, it wouldn’t be fair to keep putting it all under the porch of “matt aspinwall”. so “black lake” it is.
If you like Matt Aspinwall, you may also like:
Sword Songs
by Two Steps on the Water
Off-kilter country songs with big, beating hearts, the music on “Sword Songs” captures hope and heartache in equal measure.
go to album
If I Speak (Shut The Fuck Up)
by SOUL GLO
featured on Bandcamp Radio Sep 15, 2023
go to album
featured on Bandcamp Radio Jul 26, 2022
go to album
Songs to Yeet At The Sun
by SOUL GLO
Ascendant Philadelphia punks Soul Glo infuse hardcore aggression with noise pop, post-hardcore, and hip-hop on this ambitious EP.
go to album
Higher and Higher Forever
by Zero Percent APR
Lo-fi indie that recalls the glory days of Shrimper and Shimmy Disc, where rock-solid melodies sit inside rickety instrumentation.
go to album
Nyxy Nyx - Thee 3rd Album
by Nyxy Nyx
The terrific new record from Nyxy Nyx recalls the best of the early ’90s—slow-moving, shoegaze-adjacent songs with woozy melodies.
go to album
Try Not To Think
by The Wind-Ups
The high energy of this bold and fuzzy out power pop project belies the isolated circumstances of its making.
go to album
